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9月25日 Happy Sunday!I'm bored, so I decided to post one of my favorite hymn songs...We use to do this every Thursday when we would have Thrusday devotional at P.R.C.A. This kid I knew James, he loved doing this song, and we loved him doing it it with us...So me, and some of my friends, and James would get on stage. Donny (Our then principle, and teacher) would play the keyboard, and we would sing, and James would do the back-up...It was pretty good actually...This is how we sung it... All of us would sing the first verse..On the chorus it went like this...
Now let us have a little talk with Jesus. Let us tell Him all about our troubles. He will hear our faintest cry And He will answer by and by. Now when you feel a little prayer wheel turning, Then you’ll know a little fire is burning. You will find a little talk with Jesus makes it right. Sometimes my path seems drear, without a ray of cheer,
Now let us have a little talk with Jesus. Let us tell Him all about our troubles. He will hear our faintest cry And He will answer by and by. Now when you feel a little prayer wheel turning, Then you’ll know a little fire is burning. You will find a little talk with Jesus makes it right. I may have doubts and fears, my eyes be filled with tears,
Now let us have a little talk with Jesus. Let us tell Him all about our troubles. He will hear our faintest cry And He will answer by and by. Now when you feel a little prayer wheel turning, Then you’ll know a little fire is burning. You will find a little talk with Jesus makes it right. 9月23日 Song...How You Remind Me - Nickelback Never made it as a wise man I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing Tired of living like a blind man I'm sick of sight without a sense of feeling And this is how you remind me This is how you remind me Of what I really am This is how you remind me Of what I really am It's not like you to say sorry I was waiting on a different story This time I'm mistaken for handing you a heart worth breaking and I've been wrong, i've been down, been to the bottom of every bottle these five words in my head scream "are we having fun yet?" yeah, yeah, yeah, no, no yeah, yeah, yeah, no, no it's not like you didn't know that I said I love you and I swear I still do And it must have been so bad Cause living with me must have damn near killed you And this is how, you remind me Of what I really am This is how, you remind me Of what I really am It's not like you to say sorry I was waiting on a different story This time I'm mistaken for handing you a heart worth breaking and I've been wrong, i've been down, been to the bottom of every bottle these five words in my head scream "are we having fun yet?" yet, yet, yet, no, no yet, yet, yet, no, no yet, yet, yet, no, no yet, yet, yet, no, no Never made it as a wise man I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing And this is how you remind me This is how you remind me This is how you remind me Of what i really am This is how you remind me Of what i really am It's not like you to say sorry I was waiting on a different story This time I'm mistaken for handing you a heart worth breaking and I've been wrong, i've been down, been to the bottom of every bottle these five words in my head scream "are we having fun yet?" yet, yet are we having fun yet [3x] It's all about you!1. First name? Brandi
2. Were you named after anyone? No, I was named Brandi because my dad's a punk..No, it was the only thing they could come up with in 5 minutes...Beside's Heather, and God forbid we name me that!
 3. Do you wish on stars? Yes, whenever I see the first star, I alway's do the "star light.Star bright.The first star I see tonight..."
4. When did you last cry? Wednesday
5. Do you like your handwriting? Nope! It's sloppy, and I hate it!
6. What is your favorite lunch meat? Turkey and Chicken
7. What is your birth date? August 21, 1987
8. What is your most embarrassing CD? Spice Girls, I can hear you laughing...Shut it!
9. If you were another person, would YOU be friends with you? More than likely...I think I'm a some-what of a cool person...
10. Do you have a journal? Online
11. Do you use sarcasm a lot? Yeah, but a lot of the time people don't pick-up on it...
12. What are your nicknames? Babygirl, LouLou, Nichole, Niki, Knot-head, Orange-Banana, Bany, BAD-MINDI, and sweetie!
13. Would you bungee jump? As long as someone was doing it with me...
14. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? Depend's on my mood...Mostly, no!
15. Do you think that you are strong? Emotionally, yes...Physically, heeeeck no!
16. Shoe Size? 7 1/2-9...It really depends on how the shoe is made...
17. Red or pink? Hot Pink
18. What is your least favorite thing about yourself? Feet
19. Who do you miss most? Grandpa Stone, and Amos our pug.
20. Do you want everyone you send this to, to send it back? Yes!
21. What color pants and shoes are you wearing right now? 5 pocket blue jeans, and socks...
22. What are you listening to right now? Commerical's on CMT
23. What did you eat last? slice of bread, last night.
24. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Sky blue, or forest green
25. What is the weather like right now? Its beautiful, but muggy.
26. Last person you talked to on the phone? Rick my mommy's cousin...I love him! He's sweet!
27. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Eyes, and hair...He's gotta have nice hair! :-)
28. Do you like the person who sent this to you? I guess...Do I have to? HA! HA! Kidding...Yes, I do...She's like a sister to me!
29. Favorite Drink? Alcohol--Don't drink...Non-Alcohol--Dr. Pepper, 7-Up and Sweet Tea
30. Favorite Sport? NASCAR, vollyball, and soccer
31. Hair Color? Brown - Currently: Blondish color with brown roots...Dye time!
32. Eye Color? green with spirls of blue, with spec's of gold and white...Purtyful I think!
33. Do you wear contacts? No, but I should wear glasses...But I don't! :-P
34. Favorite Food? PIZZA and Tacos...Mmm...Tacos!
35. What was the last movie you watched? The Notebook (GO BUY IT!)
36. Favorite Day of the Year? Christmas
37. SCARY Movies or Happy Endings? Scary movies
38. Summer or winter? Autum...I love when the leaves start changing colors, and it's starting to get cold...Make's me wish I had a nice boy to cuddle up to..Hee hee!
39. Hugs or Kisses? Hugs
40. What Is Your Favorite Dessert? Don't have one...
41. Who Is Most Likely To Respond? Felicia, and maybe Toni...
42. Who Is Least Likely To Respond? Everyone
43. Living Arrangements? In a house...HA! In my parent's house...
44. What books are you reading? Not reading at the moment...I still need to get that other book from Felicia! :-)
46. What Did You Watch Last night on TV? Weather channel
47. Favorite Smells? Cut grass, ocean breeze, Romance cologne, and baby power
48. Favorite Sounds? My neices and nephew laughing...
49. Rolling Stones or Beatles? Hmmm...Let's think about this...BEATLES, baby!
50. What's the furthest you've been from home? Probably around 700 miles...Guess the hours, because I don't know...
51. Do you have a special talent? No, unless you could coming up with creative thing's like dog license...HA! 9月22日 Vacation journal....While i was gone, I kept a journal...So, I'm typing it up...
Sept. 11th, 2005 We've been on the road for about an hour. My dad is already driving me nuts. I just grounded him from the radio. Since 8:18 a.m. my father has had the a/c on. It's 60degrees outside...Not 90! Gosh! This is why I hate car rides with my family! If I have to hear Lonestar's "Coming Home" one more time, I'm going to slap someone...Emerson Drive, please! It's 3:55p.m. and we are going through Birmingham. I can sum this place up in 5 words: That Don't Impress Me Much! I'm not racist, but we went through one part of Brim, and I was tempted to lock the door. It's not that black people scare me, but it's the fact that all people; black or white scare me! We went over a Tallahachee bridge, and I've been singing that darn song for a good 100 miles...I hope Montgomery is better than Birmingham... Eh, nope! Mont was just like Birmingham! Sad....I passed Bo Bice's home town! That was sweet! Sept. 13, 2005 It's Tuesday, I think...We didn't do anything yesterday. Just went to Uncle Cliffe's shop, and helped mask a truck for him to paint. Painting a vechile is easy, masking the vechile is the hardest! Mom, aunt Mary, and me went back to Aunt Mary's house, and we fell asleep. I'm surprised on how much uncle Earl has went down. I'll be surprised if he see's 2006! I didn't feel like going to the shop today. My sinuses are killing me...I'm here at Aunt Mary's by myself. Surprisingly I'm not having computer withdrawls. If I have to hear Keith Anderson's "XXL" one more time, I'm going to kill the radio.I'm bored! AAAAAAAH! Sept. 15, 2005 It's Thursday, and there's othing "happy" about it! Atleast not on my end! Sinuses suck! I have been annoyied with them, for about 3 days. Joy! Then womanhood deside's to make an appearance! Can't get any better than this...Can it? I got to drive to Aunt Mary's house yesterday...I didn't hit no one, nor did I almost hit anybody! My daddy was proud! We watched ghosthunters, btw I love STEVE! Then we watched MindFreak with Criss Angel...I love him too! I'm probably the only person that loves Criss! I had a stupid dream that involved Judy! It involved cute boys, but it was really stupid! I'm bored! Sept. 19, 2005 Hello Monday! Your boring! Alone and at my aunts house...AGAIN! Yesterday was boring...I called Judy, and we talked for 2 hours and 17 seconds! HOW SAD! But it was funny! Mmm...Canadian bacon!  It's hot and cloudy here. This is how sad it was today...i found nothing on, so I watched "Spice World" with the Spice Girls! I've seen it before...SHUT IT! Now, I'm waiting on Strong Medicine, and Birth Day! I want the Ryan Shupe and The Rubberband cd...Has anyone else gotten it? Lonestar's version of "Coming Home" is starting to grow on me...I will never like it as much as ED's version, but they didn't do to bad on it! :-) Will & Grace is my favorite tv show, for the moment! It's so goofy! Sept. 21, 2005 We just got out of Hattiesburge, MS, and gas stations are going nuts. Apparently, someone started a rumor that FEMA was taking over the MS gas station's gas...So Now everyone is freaking out...HELLO Water-headed, morons...FEMA has no control over the gas...The main guy at FEMA even said so...Calm down, and get a grip! I'm so paranoid for the people in Texas. I'm praying that those people will get out! God, protect all those people. Let them have enough sense to get out, and get to a safe place. Place your hands on them, and keep them calm. In your son's name, Amen! The only quesiton is have is this: Can out nation handle another national diseaster? We are listening to these guys on the radio. They are taking people's phones calls, on the gas station nuttness...So far the radio guys have used "stupid, morons" and my all time favorite line they have used is "These people are stuck on stupid!" I probably should laughing, since they did face gas problems a few weeks ago, but what mom, dad, and myself saw with our own eyes...These people went beyond nuts...They went to pathetic! Well it's a long way from Star, Mississippi/ To the big stage/ I'm singing on tonight/ We just went through Faith Hill's home town of Star, Mississippi! It's a tiny town...Very cute...Remind's me of home!  9月7日 Searching...Sorry for not updating... I just need to spiritually vent for a moment...I for one, am not the best person at being a Christian...I've called on God to help me, He has..I say "Thanks pal!" and continue on my sinful ways...I think I'm beginning to realize in a human way what that's like for God...With everything going on down south. I've looked at it a different way...I put myself in the God's shoes...He's been warning us for thousand's of years. He's been trying to guide us from harms way. Yet, we keep going our own root. Kind-of like the people down south. They were told to leave, many people did. However many people didn't. Which in case they were either killed, swept out to sea, or trapped for many days. I have put myself in God's shoes, and thought about how He could feel when we say "Yeah yeah! Whatever!" then do what we want. The pain I feel in my heart, is terrible. It's probably like a parent trying to guide their child, but yet no matter what they do their child won't listen. They have to stand back, and let them fall...I believe God helps us to a point then he throws His hand's up, and say's "Alright fine...You think you can do it? Go right ahead!" Of course He wants to help us, He's God! I remember right after I started playing the game Sims! It was a blast...You got to build a house, and make a family, and do all these neat things. I remember one day, my Sims were not working with me...I kept telling them to do something and they kept shaking their heads, and doing what they wanted. It got very frustrating...Which is probably how God feels... I've been on a spiritual downward spiral for the past month, I would say...No matter what I do. No matter how hard I pray, I still end up back in Satan's corner. It's very annoying, and I can't figure out why. My heart shatter's when ever I see the picture's of down south, and one day I was just overcome with pain, and sorrow...I walked into another room, and I started praying...I don't know if it was God, or not...However, I felt like I was being told not to worry, that it would all be over soon...What would be? How soon? What will happen? Those are the question's I'm still trying to get an answer for. Rather or not it was God, I've alway's believed that I would witness the return of Christ...Yeah, yeah! I know, people have been saying that for year's...If I"m wrong, then I'll eat my words with a side of crow... I've heard this said several time's, on the whole Israel becoming a nation again, and how that play's with the end times...I heard that somewhere in the Bible it say's something like, a person living in the generation when Irsael becomes a naiton again, will not die. They will see the return of Jesus...Not in those exact words, but that's pretty much what it meant...IF that's true it could happen within the next 50 years...Ok, people...I want to get this out, I am NOT in no way date setting...Jesus could come tomorrow, 3 second's from now, or 200 year's from now...No one knows... What I'm getting at is that I do believe that we are in the end times...I think that's why I've been having worst, and worst spiritual warfare going on...It seems like everytime I turn around, there's satan hissing his evilness in my ear...It tear's me apart inside knowing that if Jesus returned tomorrow, over half the people I know would be left behind...I've tried everything...Talking to them, praying for them...Nothing is working...I hope and pray that God not only open's their eyes, but the eye's of the world...So, what I would ask of you reading this is that, if there's someone you know that isn't saved, go to them and talked to them about God...Because even if you save one person's eternal life, it's better than not saving any at all... This is my all time favorite song... Lord I'm ready now I'm waiting for Your triumphant return You're coming so soon This world has nothing for me I find my peace and joy solely in You Only in You I want the world to see that You're alive and living well in me Let me be a part of the harvest For the days are few He's coming soon People get ready Jesus is comin' Soon well be going home People get ready Jesus is coming To take from the world His own There will be a day When we will be divided right and left For those who know Him And those who do not know Those who know Him well Will meet Him in the air Hallelujah God is with us Those who do not know They will hear "Depart, I knew you not" For my friends you see There will be a day when well be counted So know Him well, know Him well People get ready Jesus is comin' Soon well be going home People get ready Jesus is cominG To take from the world His own People get ready Jesus is comin' Soon well be going home People get readyJesus is coming To take from the world His own How Long Has It Been?Great hymn... 9月3日 Thinking out loudI sit here today thinking about what's happened in the last 6 day's. It makes me wonder. How much time do we have left? I know, it's like a Christian to bring God into everything that happen's. I believe there are reason's to everything that happen's, and that God try's to show us something through every bad thing that happen's. I look around me, and all I see if heartache, pain, suffering, the face of death, a country teeter's on the edge of the cliff. This hurricane has shown us how close we play to the edge. This hurricane has almost brought our entire country to its knee's. What if something else happens? What if the waterhead's in the middle east decide to use this to their advantage? What if we get attacked? It wouldn't take much to kick us the rest of the way down. Or what if we get hit by a hard earthquake? Sound paranoid? Maybe I am, but I'm trying to look at all the side's here. What's happened, is I believe God trying to get our attention. For the record, this hurricane was NOT a judgment. Those don't come till AFTER the rapture, FYI! Why would God want to be getting our attention about? I don't know...Maybe He's trying to get us to come to Him, before the glorious appearing of His son. Maybe He's trying to get us to see that we are SUCKING as a so-called "free, peacful, and an under God" country. What do I hope it is? I hope He's trying to bring the unsaved to Him, before Jesus come's and take's us to God. I'm not gonna sit here, and say "Jesus is coming...EVERYBODY! Stop what your doing, and run out to the local church and repent!" No, I'm not going to say that. What I'm saying is, we don't know the time of Jesus' return. It could be tomorrow. Next month, 3 year's from now, or 5 minute's from now. We don't know. But I ask that you don't sit there, and say "Jesus isn't coming today, we still have years yet!" Jesus said, "For no one know's the time of my return. Not even the angel's in Heaven, but only the Father. But there will be sign's in the sun, moon, and stars. There will be wars, and rumor's of war. Famine, earthquakes, pestilences.Man's heart will grow cold. When you see these thing's happen, do not be afraid. Lift your head, and watch for my return." Ok, mayeb not in those exact words, but that's pretty much what he was saying...Hebrew guys, they alway's have to use those weird words! LOL!... *Crickets* *Crickets* *Crickets* *Crickets* Hmmm...Tough room...Anyway...I would like to post for you a verse in I Kings that I found interesting... “Behold, the Lord passed by, and a great and strong wind rent the mountains, and broke in pieces the rocks before the Lord; but the Lord was not in the wind: and after the wind and earthquake; but the Lord was not in the earthquake: And after the earthquake a fire; but the Lord was not in the fire: and after the fire a still small voice.” I don't know why, but I like that verse... I guess what I'm trying to say is, don't keep pushing Jesus' return off...Believe "Hey, I could wake-up in Heaven tomorrow! ROCK ON!" Not "All this is crap...he ain't coming for another 1,000 years!" Because one day, you could wake-up to a huge surprise...Are you ready?  |
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